Friday, December 29, 2006 @9:17 PM
ok. this will be my last entry of this blog. but it will remain here for memories. =)
i'll have another blog. but it'll only be for myself.
take care everyone!
Thursday, December 14, 2006 @10:28 PM
i'm not exactly very extremely looking forward to it somehow.
i'm miss my family, walter, ah yee etc.
even if it's just for like 4 +, five days can.
that's why i requested for auto roaming.
which will result in my handphone bill EXPLODING!
oh.. b4 i forget, today's the last day of CT's for me! YAY.
Lord, I'll not worry, everything i commit into your hands.
Friday, December 01, 2006 @10:44 PM
I'm still trying hard.
i need strength.
all that ill talk, temptation, doubts, fear, vulgarities etc.
i need strength not to walk away from Him.
a question i constantly need to ask myself: Am i ready?
you're captivating my soul.
Thank God for my family.
Thank God i have Walter.
Thank God for those around me. =D
he came to my house. had dinner with my family.
Acceptance is on its way.
Wednesday, November 08, 2006 @10:23 PM
MIRROR MIRROR ON THE WALL.
WHO'S THE FAIREST OF THEM ALL?
OF COURSE IT'S SHERRY LA.
i just got myself a hair cut.
3 words to describe it.
SI BEH CHIO. +D
SI BEH SIAN.
only getting to meet him on Sat.
SI BEH GEY KIANG.
told some one to take the wrong bus.
SI BEH NOT ENOUGH SLEEP.
lesson's at 8 am tml for some 2 credit module.
just got myself an ah lian hair cut and i'm already turning into an ah lian!!!
deprivation of sleep.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006 @12:37 AM
RACE IS COMING.
all set and ready to go.
to me, it's yet another race.
to the yr 3's it's their last.
i hope we'll not disappoint.
we'll do our best.
clock our best timing.
to me, it doesn't matter if we win.
i just want to perform to our best.
out perform our training times,
all the better.
all we need is to give our 2 mins of focus to each other.
e word tired does not exist.
each and everyone
regardless of who u are.
pls be with me.
with the team,
for the team.
i'll put everything aside for this race.
Monday, November 06, 2006 @11:24 PM
i realised i'm nothing without him.
i miss him.
i felt him before.
but he ain't in my life anymore.
that's not the way i want it.
i need him in my life.
i love him.
Sunday, November 05, 2006 @8:10 PM
we've concluded training today.
all those sweat, tears and muscle aches.
gonna let this week heal them,
den, we're ready to go for the battle.
that much anticipated battle.
it's next week.
we'll see where we stand.
perform to our best,
remedy on the spot,
echo as one,
row as one,
pls let it happen this time.
Friday, November 03, 2006 @6:12 PM
the horn-ed one in me says 'fuck you for having a daughter like me.'
the halo-ed one in me says 'i pity you for having a daughter like me.'
I say, 'i couldn't care less.'
if that's what you can say to your daughter, i applaud you.
the only thing i know is children learn from their parents' example.
i can feel the hatred brewing inside me.
it's not good.
i can neither forgive nor forget.
it's not good.
really having a major problem.
can't get my ass out of my bed.
oh shucks man. fuck it.
i really wished you didn't work so hard. race's coming. don let it take a toil on you.
it sucks when i can't do anything to help you.
take care. if you happen to read this.